Maybe I love you

I was looking at you and you grew up
I was speaking to you and you were sleeping
I loved you and you hided from me

Maybe I did prefer you in this way
before I got you close to me
and felt that you were really far away from me

Perhaps I would like to talk with you
to feel what you listen
and feel the echo of my empty voice

Possibly I do love you
simply, without more, do love you
knowing what you feel
knowing that you are really lying me

That eventhough your silents
eventhough your absence
of your remote shelters
of your indifference...
perhaps I still want that you come back

Maybe in my sadness
you reply with happiness
that with my reproaches
you reply with silence

Possibly, I don't know
I want to sleep close to your body
without that you feel mine
kiss your cold lips
take you rigid hand

I want... it is not possible
want to love you, still love you,
because someone like you
made of you what you are now